Saturday, October 13, 2012

Love Beyond Options- The Second Angel: Chapter 1 (Mixed Emotions)

1st October, 2010, 5PM, 520 Chestnut St., Philadelphia, USA

Taking time out of the monotonous materialistic chores at the client’s office, I peeped outside the window looking with gusty astonishment at the Independence Hall across the road. Standing tall and stout, it signified “freedom”, such a stark paradox to my own life right then. I sipped in the hot beverage and rushed to finish my chorus and get ready for a long flight back to India.
 I had always been good in picking options in my life, be it choosing one from four during the objective miseries at college or evaluating capital projects and assisting clients on choosing their perfect fit; but I never realised that formulae are defined to unburden the paper work, not to calculate the fit in your own life and easily pick the perfect one.
 As I took my boarding pass at the Philadelphia International Airport, traces of images of a breathtaking “mole” brimmed through my mind.
It all appeared slow and lull in front of the eyes as it took me ages to get into the aircraft and take my seat. I took a piece of paper out and started scribbling the story; the story of the second angel of my life.

4PM, 27th Feb, 2010, Varanasi, UP, India
As I was returning after a shopping spree with my mom, my eyeballs traced the path of Hotel Grand Palace, which appeared tinge more presentable today. It was the lucky location of tonight’s entertainment and the feeling had yet to sink in that it was my evening, the evening to play the prince charming of someone else’s life while people surrounding me would celebrate an important milestone in my life.
In my room I suddenly saw my Blackberry do a jig, it was Riddhima’s call. She sounded a bit excited about tonight’s proceedings as I nodded to whatever she said and smiled back. She was my to-be wife, a doctor by profession and definitely came across as someone with matured grey cells, one of the very few reasons I said yes for her after a marathon of proposals that came in for me.
An MBA graduate from a top business school, having an enviable consultant job in an equally enviable company, I was considered to be a rare breed in the small town of Varanasi. At times, it wasn’t just my family but every Banarasi babu who expected me to reach soaring heights in my life, “Gupta ji aapka ladka aasman chuega”, “kaash aisa beta hume bhagwaan ne dia hota”, was something I would hear penetrating the walls of my house every now and then. It never bothered me a bit as I sailed through winning every stroke of my “options” theory 

3rd March, 2010, Hyderabad Office
Riddhima was on a sabbatical to celebrate one of the most important events of her life while I was fighting with pieces of paper in the office. 3 days into my marriage and I had to fly to Hyderabad for an important news boss had for me. I took Riddhima along for a cameo honeymoon and she as I presumed wore the mature head and readily accepted the fact that our stint honeymoon would be delayed for sometime atleast
“Welcome Armaan, there is some news for u”, a sound like a TV channel breaking some news greeted me as I entered my boss’s cabin. “The deal that we were working so hard to strike has finally been cleared and yes it seems your marriage has unlocked the ever so unlikely”, he smiled and happily emoted the news to me about a client’s new project in the US. “And yes you’ll be leading the project group and you will have to leave with the team for Philadelphia tomorrow itself”. Mixed emotions became the order of my day as I became reluctant to take this small divorce from my new marriage for 6 months, 6 long months. On my way back home, all what I was thinking was means to let Riddhima know about it when suddenly……