Thursday, November 29, 2012

“Covenant” ड्रीम्स की रासलीला



ख्वाब तो देखे थे हमने भी अनेक पर रह गये अधिकतर बनकर “Covenant” ड्रीम्स
आज़ादियाँ जब लिखी गयीं थी कुछ पन्नो पर कहीं और ज़ंजीरो में जकड़ी गयीं हमारी “artificial” थीम्स

“Crawl” कर रहे थे हम तकलीफ में कहीं, सोचा था के येही है अपनी असली “speed”
कुछ नहीं थी कुछ नहीं थी; मियां नादान थी और है अपनी यह ever growing “greed”

जब मुड़ना था दुनिया की और हमे “to show them the middle finger”
पलटवार हुआ तगड़ा हमी पर जब मुड़ी दुनिया हमारी ही ओर “to show me their own linger”

दुःख देखा दुसरे का और turn हुए हम तुरंत ही “into a modern sadistic”
“ROFL” हुए मन ही मन हम और बड़े आगे crawling “to know more of the renowned mystic”

अब पकड़ हो रही थी हम पर और भी मजबूत “to completely bury my thoughts on freedom”

इरादे ले रहे थे अपनी आखरी सांस सुनते हुए puppet player ki की एक कर्राती आवाज़ “fu## you and your thoughts on freedom”

लिए चल रहा हूँ इन ज़ंजीरो को कबसे नाजाने; टूटेंगी यह एक दिन यही लगी है कबसे आस
ख्वाबो को करना है पूरा हमे न की देखना है यह “Covenant” ड्रीम्स का बड़ता हुआ अशलील रास

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Saturday, October 13, 2012

Love Beyond Options- The Second Angel: Chapter 1 (Mixed Emotions)

1st October, 2010, 5PM, 520 Chestnut St., Philadelphia, USA

Taking time out of the monotonous materialistic chores at the client’s office, I peeped outside the window looking with gusty astonishment at the Independence Hall across the road. Standing tall and stout, it signified “freedom”, such a stark paradox to my own life right then. I sipped in the hot beverage and rushed to finish my chorus and get ready for a long flight back to India.
 I had always been good in picking options in my life, be it choosing one from four during the objective miseries at college or evaluating capital projects and assisting clients on choosing their perfect fit; but I never realised that formulae are defined to unburden the paper work, not to calculate the fit in your own life and easily pick the perfect one.
 As I took my boarding pass at the Philadelphia International Airport, traces of images of a breathtaking “mole” brimmed through my mind.
It all appeared slow and lull in front of the eyes as it took me ages to get into the aircraft and take my seat. I took a piece of paper out and started scribbling the story; the story of the second angel of my life.

4PM, 27th Feb, 2010, Varanasi, UP, India
As I was returning after a shopping spree with my mom, my eyeballs traced the path of Hotel Grand Palace, which appeared tinge more presentable today. It was the lucky location of tonight’s entertainment and the feeling had yet to sink in that it was my evening, the evening to play the prince charming of someone else’s life while people surrounding me would celebrate an important milestone in my life.
In my room I suddenly saw my Blackberry do a jig, it was Riddhima’s call. She sounded a bit excited about tonight’s proceedings as I nodded to whatever she said and smiled back. She was my to-be wife, a doctor by profession and definitely came across as someone with matured grey cells, one of the very few reasons I said yes for her after a marathon of proposals that came in for me.
An MBA graduate from a top business school, having an enviable consultant job in an equally enviable company, I was considered to be a rare breed in the small town of Varanasi. At times, it wasn’t just my family but every Banarasi babu who expected me to reach soaring heights in my life, “Gupta ji aapka ladka aasman chuega”, “kaash aisa beta hume bhagwaan ne dia hota”, was something I would hear penetrating the walls of my house every now and then. It never bothered me a bit as I sailed through winning every stroke of my “options” theory 

3rd March, 2010, Hyderabad Office
Riddhima was on a sabbatical to celebrate one of the most important events of her life while I was fighting with pieces of paper in the office. 3 days into my marriage and I had to fly to Hyderabad for an important news boss had for me. I took Riddhima along for a cameo honeymoon and she as I presumed wore the mature head and readily accepted the fact that our stint honeymoon would be delayed for sometime atleast
“Welcome Armaan, there is some news for u”, a sound like a TV channel breaking some news greeted me as I entered my boss’s cabin. “The deal that we were working so hard to strike has finally been cleared and yes it seems your marriage has unlocked the ever so unlikely”, he smiled and happily emoted the news to me about a client’s new project in the US. “And yes you’ll be leading the project group and you will have to leave with the team for Philadelphia tomorrow itself”. Mixed emotions became the order of my day as I became reluctant to take this small divorce from my new marriage for 6 months, 6 long months. On my way back home, all what I was thinking was means to let Riddhima know about it when suddenly……

Saturday, August 11, 2012

Sunday, July 29, 2012

Tears of Agony

 

She could well understand, what it all had
With all the pain and the emotional adrenal
She did try and put forth the loveable clad
As the eyeballs clashed and sympathised my tears of agony

Time for me to understand as the game turned, and as the agony unfolded in a manner unprecedented
Her tears fell and greeted my tender palms
As I savoured and looked back
And emphasised on my “agony” supporting hers

We both looked and admired the pain
That gentle smile of the aching support
The arms opened up to hug my pain
From tears of agony to tears of love, more drops could now hit the ground hard

Unparalleled love was and still is
Pure and lucid and the innocent cupid
Tears of agony we may all have
But how long can the agony survive?


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Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Romancing God's Own Imagination




I stood and admired God's own imagination
The Ambience stood still while my soul was experiencing a gentle adrenal
Yeah, human blasphemy was far away from all the materialistic aspiration

Locked for those few moments with the transparent nature
The beauty was a hangover as I imbibed all the purity around
Hmmm it wasn't me as such; it was just my romance with the waves, the lineage of coconut and God's own imagination

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Photo Credits: Ashutosh Vikram
Place to be credited: Kappad Beach, Kozhikode, Kerala

Wednesday, July 4, 2012